Intro video! I’ll pick a few questions to answer for the next one. I’ll most likely just be posting them in increments on here; YouTube has horrid quality for me and this is just easier for everyone, yay~ I know I look like a complete imbecile, but Hell, what else is new.
Unplanted Roots ☆
"They tried to bury us,
they didn't know we were seeds."
-Mexican proverb
Each day I battle an army of mental illnesses, and I am taking it one fight at a time.
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So apparently it’s okay
to call someone suffering from an eating disorder ‘skinny’,
and not okay to call someone else ALSO suffering from an eating disorder 'fat’.
Even not having mental illnesses, society makes that totally acceptable!
Well, newsflash:
You comment on my appearance- assume I’m perfectly alright with it- I’m NOT.
NO ONE likes their appearance CRITICIZED.
You call me 'skinny’, I’ll call you 'fat’.
Fair is fair.
Have a nice day.
You can’t trigger me, she can’t trigger me, they can’t trigger me,
Only I can trigger myself.
Comparing photos of the past,
studying my personal progress like a science.
Your ‘relapse’ and 'goals’ mean nothing to me,
because my own occupy my entire head.
I actually love
helping others with [any sort] of food disorders/issues.
Whatever advice I can give,
whatever I can do..
It just feels like a sense of purpose.
I just helped a friend on IG with finding some vegan nutritional drinks that weren’t dairy-based like Ensure.
I just feel good right now, ya know?
‘A winner is thinner’
Fuck, I must be a huge loser then,
because I love me some fooood
I feel ocean-sized.
Me, every evening.
Having difficulty being alright with posting myself- and your contradiction will be ‘OH MY GOD YOU ALWAYS POST SELFIES’. Well my dear friends, it’s been quite a while since I have. Faking being okay with yourself can only last for so long until the feeling gets deluded. But I’m attempting to be positive today. In Florida. In 93F weather. OH BOY.
Eating disorder problem 4838485:
Prescription: take with food
When you don’t want to eat,
But you don’t want to die.
*waves*
Going to open up anon & have a lovely time (probably receiving much hatred and harassment) with my followers~ BECAUSE: I am opening up my askbox to whatever is floating around (or isn’t floating around- maybe buzzing?) in your mind. The top questions will be in one of my upcoming videos. I have created my new YouTube account, but I’m not sure if I still just want to post here or there. ANYWAYS~ the intro video will be posted next week. The anon option will be open for this weekend, and on Monday I will decide on the most interesting inquiries. GOOD LICK. Or luck. Whatever. :D